Right Now

August 22, 2003

It’s my day! Hmmp… now I’m already 17! Damn… how time flies… anyways, I feel a little irritated today! I actually don’t know why… hmmp! Well, probably it’s because someone here is irritating me… Stephen, that is! But I really don’t care… so, what have I been doing? Well, aside from finishing this site… I’m currently listening to “Baby girl” it’s one of the songs that I like…ü and I’m also thinking of somebody! Hehe… bet you know who that is! But that’s not new anymore… I think about him all the time! What else have I been up to… hmm! Let me think… oh, I was browsing a visual cd a while ago and came across some pictures that are really nice! Take a look…

Awww… isn’t she cute! Looking at her reflection…I really love cats! They’re one of my fave

animals…and the other one I like is this…

isn’t he cute? Hehe!ü I just love

these animals… but wait ‘til you see a

photo of these two together! Well, its

not exactly the two of them… it’s a

different dog with a different cat!

Aren’t they cute? I suddenly remembered Mico Almeda… hehe!ü he said that he

Doesn’t like cats…ü I always tease him because of that… awww! Now I’m really

thinking that these two are Mitch and Mico! hehe…ü oh, Mitch by the way is also

a cat person… like me! But she also likes dogs…ü

This one makes me feel envious… aside from that, it also makes my imagination run…

Hmm! Now I’m thinking about him more than I did a while ago… but, who

am I fooling… I know this wouldn’t happen to me and him! Maybe in my dreams

but this is too far from my reality! Isn’t it sad when you’ve realized all these things

already, but you still hold on to what you feel… not because you expect things to change

but because you’ve learned how to endure all the pain… sigh! Look at what true love

can do…

God! I’m really trying to hurt myself here… I shouldn’t be this way! I mean, it’s my birthday so I should cheer up… I should be happy, and I should think of happy thoughts… oh…who am I kidding? I can’t pretend to be happy when I know I’m really not!

Aren’t they sweet? At least these kids are… hmmp!

By the way… take a look at this pic and tell me what you think about him! But, warn you guys… he’s not the man I love, nor is he the man I like! It’s just a pic that someone sent me in the mail… Nothing more!

I got no more pictures to show you… I think I’ve showed all the pics I think are nice! Hmm…I am still thinking about him though! He never really did leave my mind… and my heart! Grrr… I think I’m gonna agree a hundred percent to what Ms. Knowles said… “Got me looking so crazy in love!”

Last updated: August 22, 2003 From The Heart

All eyes on me My heart revealed Sweet nothings For your eyes only Nothing much It all ends here